Seanpaul Randhawa Singh

sean paul randhawa singh
23-03-04to 13-04-04 24/40
weigth 1lb 9oz
age 3weeks
mum dad 2 sisters i brother and 1 brother angel his twin kyle amtoz
my story in 2003 i found out that i was me and my boyfriend at the time we got married 2004 so
at 9 weeks i had scan only because they thought i was later than that any way things looked fine the
baby was ok i was allwas in pain and feeling sick consent at 19 weeks scan we got a surprise its
twins and it was also boys shocked but happy we want to the pub my husband need a drink we went for
1 baby to2 thing happen fast at 21 WEEKS i went for another scan because i was in so much pain i
cont hardly walk and they said that the twin had ttts twin to twin syndrome and too much fluid
around seanpaul and none around kyle so they booked appointment at manchester st Marys hosp the
next day but that nite i had a SHOW SO BACK TO THE HOSP THEY KEPT ME IN AND THE NEXT DAY THEY TOOK
ME TO THE APPOINT FROM BLACKPOOL WHERE I LIVE SO GETS THERE AND SEE DR AND HE SAY THAT THE TWINS
ONLY HAVE A 5 % CHANCE OFF LIVING AND THEN THEY DRAIND 6 LITERS OF FLUID FROM ME WENT BACK HOME NO
MORE PAIN AND COULD FEEL KYLE MOVE AROUND I HAD A SCAN A FEW DAYS LATER KYLE WAS STILL SMALL AS HE
WAS GIVE EVERY THING TO SEANPAUL BUT THING LOOK GOOD THEN AT 24 WEEKS 22-03-04 I WENT IN TO
PREMLAUBOUR THEY TRID TO STOP THE LABOUR AND FOR A FEW HOURS IT WORKED THEY GIVE TWINS THE SEROID A
FEW WEEKS EARLER AND AT 12AM 23-03-04 THEY LABOUR STARTED AGIAN THEY WASNT STOPING I WAS THE SIZE
OF 38 WEEKS AND AT 4;08 SEANPAUL WAS BORN AND THEN AT 4;22 KYLE WAS BORN I NEVER HEARD THEM CRY SO
THEY WAS WISKED AWAY TO SCUB AT 8;30 I SAW THEY SO TINY KYLE WEIGHTED 1 LB 10Z AND SEANPAUL 1 LB 9
0Z THAT DAY THEY GOT MOVED TO LIVERPOOL WOMENS HOSPITAL I STAYED OVER NITE IN HOSP AS I HADE
TEMPTURE SO THE NEXT DAY GOT THEM THERE BIRTH REGURED GO A BUS TO LIVERPOOL I GOT TO THE HOSP AND
SAW THEM AGAIN THINGS DIDNT LOOK GOOD FOR KYLE HIS KIDNEYS WASNT WORKING SO HE HAD TO MUCH POSSIUM
THAT NITE ME AND MY HUSBAND AND TWO DAUGTHER STAYED IN A ROOM IN THE NEONATAL WARD AS THE DIDNT
THINK KYLE WAS GOING TO LAST THE NITE BUT HE HELD ON SO THE NEXT DAY THEY PAID FOR A HOTEL BECAUSE
THEY WASNT ANY WHERE FOR US TO STAY SO WE WENT TO THE HOTEL TO GET CHANGE AND FRESHIN UP BUT AT
9;00PM THEY PHONED ME SAYING THAT KYLE WASNT GOING TO HOLD ON ANY LONGER SO THEY SENT A CAB BUT IT
WAS TO LATE HE WAS GONE GREW HIS WINGS AT 2DAYS 17 HOURS OLD AND WE WASNT THERE I KNOW THAT HE HAD
GONE IN MY HEART ONLY PEOPLE HOW HAVE LOST BABYS KNOW THAT FEELING I GOT TO WHERE HE WAS I SCEAMED
MY DAUGTHERS WAS WITH THE NURSES DRAWING WHILE I HELD HE FOR THE FIRST TIME HIS HEART WASNT STRONG
SO ME AND MY HUSBAND HELD HIM MY ELDIST DAUGTHER HELD HIM BUT MY OTHER DAUGTHER WOULDNT I RANG MY
MUM SO HEART BREAKING WE WENT BACK TO THE HOTEL AND WE CRYED OUR SELF TO SLEEP BUT WE HAD TO BE
STRONG FOR SEANPAUL AND THE GIRLS MY MUM CAME THE NEXT DAY SAW KYLE IT HURTS SO MUCH MUM SAID GOOD
BYE WE ALL DID THEN WENT TO SEE SEANPAUL THE WAS DOING SO WELL HE HAD STARTED TO TAKE MY MILK
THOUGTH IS TUBE AND I CHANGED IS TINY BUM THEN THINGS WENT WRONG HE STARTED HAVING FITS AND HIS BOBY
GOT BLOTED THE WAS SO CHEEKY HE SET THE ALARMS OFF SO THE NURSE CAME RUNING HE PUT ON WEIGTH 1LB
15OZ THEN ON THE 13 -04-04 WHEN HE WAS 3WKS OLD HE GO REALLY ILL THE AIR WAS ESCAPEING OUT OF HIS
LUNGS WHEN WE SAT WITH HIM HE OPENED 1 EYE AND LOOKED AT ME AND I KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING TO ME
PLEASE LET ME GO BE WITH MY BROTHER HE WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN THEY PUT CHEST DRIANS IN AND IT WORKED
BUT A FEW HOURS LATER HE GOT WORSE THEY DRS SAID THEY WAS NOTHING MORE THEY CAN DO I HATED SEEING
HIM IN SO MUCH PAIN WE HAD TO DO THE HARDIST THING ANY MOTHER COULD DO SO THEY TURNED OFF THE MIHCEN
OFF I HELD HIM UNTILL HE WAS GONE MY HEART WAS BROKEN EVERN MORE I LOST BOTH MY BABIES WE ALREADY
HAD KYLES FUNARAL I DIDnt THINK I WOULD have TO DOIT AGIAN THE TWINS WAS BORN 2GETHER AND THEY WAS
SCATERD 2 GETHER ALLWAYS TO GETHER IN LIFE AND DEATH I FOUND 2 FEATHERS ONE DAY NEAR MY FEET THEY
WAS NO WINDOWS OPEN DO YOU THINK THEY ARE FORM THEM SEANPAUL DIED OF EXTREME PREMATURITY 24/40
AND BRONCHOPLURAL FISTULA ALSO ACUTE TUBULARE NECROSIO AND BILATERUL INTRAVENTRIALAR HAEMOORRHAGE